like the title says boy what a day i have had. Its not that i have had a really busy day just an emotional day.
The last few days i guess everything has just got on top of me. Iam trying to do too much, most proberly what else can i do i have a hubby who can not walk, a son who we have decided to potty train, two older children who sometimes squabbles but as a whole are normally really good and helpful. im running around all the time doing things you know the ones that must be done shopping, washing, cleaning looking after the kids and hubby and anything else that pops up along the way. Somedays it doesnt matter how positive you are when you wake up somedays it just all goes to pot.
So to cheer myself up, some chocolate came out of the cupboard and i just stopped, deep breathes and i slowed myself down. Bear had gone for a kip and it was quiet, i talked to my hubby and i soon started to feel more sain again. You know i dont blame my hubby at all for the position that we are in at the moment its not his fault and its not mine and one day in the future things will eventually return back to some sort of normallity, but until then you know the saying ' keep calm and carry on'.
After Bear awoke from his afternoon kip i also decided to walk down to the school to pick my other son up, since the accident i havent really been to the school, so it was good to catch up with people, also i had some parsips and carrots from my veg plot to give to a friend so in all two jobs in one done.
Lets hope the next few days are calmer x x
ps thankyou Zoe for making me realise that i need to make more time for myself, the cross stitch might make a come back x x
(((((CWTCH)))))) - I hope you are feeling more relaxed as I type and that things are calmer for you....I know life as a mother & wife can sometimes make you feel like a hamster on a wheel!!! I wish you a chilled and calm weekend xxxx
ReplyDeleteBIG HUGS! Hope it all calms down soon. Only practical advice I can offer is internet grocery shopping! And meditation cds. hope you feel better soon. x Jacs x
ReplyDeleteIt's daft but you are the sort of person I wish lived nearer and I could offer to help. You have had a truck load of bad luck, but I am sure that the end will soon be in sight. Keep blogging, I am sure it helps keep us sane. Take care of yourself.
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I'm so sorry that things are so tough at the moment. I think sometimes it's easier to deal with everything, and then something just gives and it all gets on top of you all at once. None of us are super human, we can't do everything, we have to take some time out every now and then. I think you do need to take some time for yourself, even if it's half an hour doing something you enjoy. Hope things are a little easier this weekend for you.
ReplyDeleteHope things get back to normal for you as soon as possible xx
ReplyDeleteawww sweetie, Keep calm and carry on is such a good little mantra to keep in your head. Just remember your not super women and take some time out for yourself even if it is only 10 mins. Things will settle down again and you have the right outlook. Sending you a hug and positive thoughts, Dee x
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry things have gone 'to pot' as you say, you sound like you have so much to do, hopefully, when hubby's leg is completely better you will have some help?? :-)
ReplyDelete:-( you certainly do need more 'me time'. Even just having a bath on your own with the door locked! How about coming to little lambs with bear - you can then stop worrying him, it is free and we can chat about craft stuff and even maybe do a bit of cross stitch at the same time :-) x You are more than welcome by the way, it was fab to see you.
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